So, I know you all have been wondering what I have been up to. Well, alot actually. I just got back from a long weekend that included hanging out in downtown Dallas with old friends, attending the Village Membership class, attending the Youth Group's Fall Retreat, FOCUS, down in Cleburne, or Glen Rose TX to be more exact, working 8 hours today, and getting lost in between Dallas and Ft Worth, which is not half as cool as getting lost in between the moon and New York City. For those of you that are young, that last reference was to a song in the 80's by Christopher Cross, it was on the "Arthur" soundtrack and very popular. Overall a very eventful weekend, plus Tech and A&M won (don't ask, yes I support them now in a small capacity).
So, overall life is fantastic. I thank God every day for the people he has placed in my life here and also for bringing me here. I am also thankful for the times he kicks me in my balls and shows me how jacked up I am and things I need to work on. Which is ok, because I understand that life full of him is life full of joy, and that whatever happens to me, if I am following him and in his will, then he will take care of me. Make sense? I love how he showed me my pride today, let me simmer, blow up, and cool back down and then spoke through someone else on why he lets things happen to me, and that just makes me love him more. I think I almost broke my fist today punching the ceiling of my truck i was so mad, and for those that know me, I don't really get mad like that often at all. He even hinted at his plan to break me and let me blow up the night before when I was at the youth retreat and opened up my bible and saw some old passages in 2 Corinthians that I had highlighted several years ago, 12:7-10
"To keep me from becoming conceited because if these surpassingly great revelations, there was given me a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. Three times I pleaded with the Lord ti take it away from me, but he said to me,
'My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness'. Therefore I will boast all the more gladly in my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. FOR WHEN I AM WEAK, THEN I AM STRONG."
Man, how hope I can be that faithful, and that blessed to constantly be insulted, put through hardships, and difficult times. Only so that I can more fully see how much I need Jesus in my life and be more passionate about him and build a stronger relationship with him. I also need to boast in my weaknesses more like the fact that I am a prideful, vain, insecure, and lustful person. I will totally own up to all of that and say that without more of Jesus in my life that list will just keep getting longer and longer, but with more of him it will become shorter as I grow in Christian maturity.
Why? Well, if you believe that verse, then in my weakness Jesus will make me strong, make my ways right, and in that I will glorify God and see life as he has it planned for me, which is more promising that any other alternative, because it will be eternal.
Wow, off on a tangent there some, but that's how I feel and time and time again it is revealed to me through numerous avenues. Just can't argue it anymore, and I don't want to.
So, other things in my life, well I have been seeing someone a little over a month now and she is truly amazing. I am just blessed and overjoyed to have a sister in Christ and a friend first and foremost in the person I am dating. I am really happy.
Work is good, I got promoted to the sales team at the end of my first full month, which I think is very good, and my schedule is full to the point that I am having to try and drop some clients so that I have more time to go out and find new business for our other trainers. I am moving into a new apartment in November, same complex, next building over. That is kind of exciting, but also sucks since I just moved in.
My Dad has been in the hospital recently with a sciatic nerve acting up, which really scared me. To know that your family is sick and hurt and there is nothing you can do is really humbling. Thankfully all is ok for now and he should be out in a day or 2. Big G will be ok.
One last thing, the US Open Triathlon is this coming weekend, which Lauren and I are both competing in. If you pray, please pray we both finish and especially that I survive the 800M swim that precedes the 40K bike ride and 5K run. Or if you see me, just shoot me. It would be less painful. Seriously though I am really excited for the race and can't wait. It's gonna be wicked pissah. Don't ask.
Until my next update, which will hopefully be after next weekend and accompanied by some pics of me kicking some tail, take care and God bless.